I think I am going to buy $3 to $4 ITM next time on Renko turns, the time and countertrends put me in too much risk
with ATM, if it doesn't go far and spends some time then turns on me, 70% loss instead of 30%.
Been watching you for years struggling with option decay. Not just the option decay, but the large spreads and slippages makes options one of the most inefficient instruments to trade in a slow market.
I can understand that you don't want to trade ETFs as you said your account size is not large enough. If leverage is what you are looking for, then why not trade the ES futures, which gives you plenty of leverage. Trading futures does not require a big margin.
Yes option decay is what I have lived on now for over 30-years. Even when your wrong at first if you give it a little time it'll all work out 88% of the time.