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In late August, Julie, a producer from Oprah contacted me. They were interested in doing a show on bipolar. She saw my website and wanted to talk.

Who doesn't have time for Oprah?
I could see it now, the inspiration show:

"Ladies and gentlemen, we have two extraordinary people on this stage, one who survived having his head bitten off by a shark, and the other who went through hell and back with madness ... "

Or, perhaps the educational show:

"John McManamy is the author of the best book I ever read. Hold up your book, John, and fill me with your great wisdom and insight ..."


Soon it became obvious why Julie was calling. She wanted to know about my mad scene. My mad scene of 20 years ago - the one that got me the bipolar I diagnosis - is fairly boring as far as mad scenes go. I had merely wanted to strangle the editor of the newspaper I was working on at the time. Instead, I quit in a huff. It was a disastrous personal decision made in a state of sleep-deprived-induced mania, but hardly a newsworthy one. I would have made the front page only had I acted on my impulse to jump off a bridge.

Depression is the real bane of my life. That, combined with my introversion and tendency to isolate is not the stuff of a page-turning memoir. "Two years Inside the House," is hardly going to get me a nibble from Oprah's Book Club.

Besides, Julie the producer didn't care about my crushing depressions. Oprah would have to find someone more interesting.

"Did Bipolar Drive a Mother to Kill Her Child?" read the home page of Oprah's website. "Tune in Monday."

Oprah wasn't going inspirational. She wasn't going educational. Her producers were going sensational.

I say her producers because it was fairly obvious Oprah was reading her lines. My guess is that she would have spent more time in wardrobe and makeup than she did actually boning up on the topic.

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